Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Angel or Demon?

I once was angel, living in grace
Now I’m a demon, with an angels face
My heart, once so pure, has now turned to ice
Black, and cold, and it beats pure no more
I wish for none other, other than you
You who have turned me, into someone cruel
I no longer seem to care
And though I still cry, I don’t feel the scare
I know that I love you, that will never change
Can you still love, this demon you create?
I feel the old, fading away, I feel someone new
I know her name
Perhaps I’ve gone mad, but you know that’s ok
Perhaps I’ve gone crazy, I still live today
Keep me close to you forever, my feelings are just locking themselves away
I know a hurt is coming, so I choose this façade
Maybe I’m not a demon, maybe I’m an angel still
Perhaps I wish to twist my soul, and live in the light no more
Maybe I don’t know what’s going on, and that in itself is true
I will do whatever it takes, to make sure I never loose you
~

June 20, 2011

My hellfire and Brimstone

Apparently, you can see when I’m attracted to you
Don’t think that means you’re going to get far
Attraction is simply a passing part of life, but love can last forever
I may flirt, and I may flaunt
I am a free woman
I can do whatever I want
I will lure you in, and play with your mind
But my heart is locked away tight
You will never get in, you’re simply my fun
Enjoy it while you can, because tomorrow I may be gone
Dance with me, caress my skin, look deep into my eyes,
I enjoy this dance with fire, so please come a little closer
Let the flames consume us, as the ice settles in
You will not ever win
This is my world, I create the laws
You are my puppets, I have you in my claws
I may whimper, and I may moan
You think my heart may be yours to own
But it is taken, by someone unique
A demon of fire, a god from the deep
He lets me play, and have my fun
For he knows he has already won
I am his, body, spirit, and soul
His to torture, worship, and own
I do not wish to leave, this hell that is my life
Let the brimstone burn my flesh, let his pleasure caress
I am his, forever and a day, until he does so wish me away
You have been warned if you choose to play this game
That you cannot win, and you will be played
You may think I’m cruel, and maybe it’s true
Life is cruel, get use to my rules
Demons will play, while thier gods are away
While I toy with your feelings on earth
My heart lies in hell
And I wouldn’t trade places with you for all of the world
~

June 20, 2011

Winning the War, feigning the Battle

Baby you’ve won,
You’ve broken me down
In this game you play
You came out king
But don’t be surprised
When I come from behind
And take away all your glory
I’ve been broken, defeated, down on my knees
I’ve been tortured and raped and filled with disease
Think what you will for your own sanity
Watch me writhe beneath your feet
You think you’ve won the war
When in all reality
You’ve simply won the battle
I will be the victorious queen
I know your game
I see your lies
You don’t have me fooled
I am a better player than you think
You cannot manipulate me
No, for I am not as blinded as you belive
~

June 20, 2011