A little bit deeper

Everytime you think of her
everytime you mention her
it cuts a little bit deeper

everytime you speak her name
everytime i see your pain
it cuts a little bit deeper

Im so tired of fighting her
when she isn't even trying
I feel like i'm the loser

everytime you think of her
everytime you remember her
it cuts a little bit deeper

everytime you speak her name
everytime I feel your pain
it cuts a little deeper

Why do I have to fight for you
Why do I even try?
Why must I be the one to cry for you?
when she doesn't even fight?

I have given you everything
I have given you all that I am
But still you love her
still you want her
and I am left with this pain.

It hurts, it hurts so bad but I only let you see the sting
because I love you, I want whats best for you
but I can't let you go, when she will only cause you more pain

I am hurting, I feel weak, I can't keep this up forever
I don't want to share, I wish I was enough
Why is it impossible for you to forget her?

Death

Alone, alone, I feel so alone

as I sit here in the dark

the pressure painful steals my breath

I am floating in a nothingness

not aware of the time that passes

unable to scream, or move

frozen

It feels like an eternity,

little needles pricking my skin

no sense of anything but dark

my thoughts are mine

I'm completely aware

which makes this place a hell

Floating, floating, for eternity

only my thoughts and myself.

I curse her, I cry for him

or i would if i could shed tears

There are moments my heart randomly aches

and I cannot say why, and times i feel fear

floating floating all alone

alone alone in this dark dark death

Untitled

Through all the hurt, and all the pain
Is it possible to feel love again?
After all that has happened, the good and the bad
Can you forgive me? The sins that I've had?

Can I forgive you, this sins that are yours
the lies and deceit, the love and care
all twisted together in the game that you share

We lived and loved, together and separate
you hurt me and I hurt you worse,
can we ever get back to a place we once knew?

What is the true and what is the lie?
do i trust what you say? or my feelings inside
do your memories lie? or are mine lost in time?

for now we sit
for now we wait
and wait for fate
to deal her final play