A little bit deeper

Everytime you think of her
everytime you mention her
it cuts a little bit deeper

everytime you speak her name
everytime i see your pain
it cuts a little bit deeper

Im so tired of fighting her
when she isn't even trying
I feel like i'm the loser

everytime you think of her
everytime you remember her
it cuts a little bit deeper

everytime you speak her name
everytime I feel your pain
it cuts a little deeper

Why do I have to fight for you
Why do I even try?
Why must I be the one to cry for you?
when she doesn't even fight?

I have given you everything
I have given you all that I am
But still you love her
still you want her
and I am left with this pain.

It hurts, it hurts so bad but I only let you see the sting
because I love you, I want whats best for you
but I can't let you go, when she will only cause you more pain

I am hurting, I feel weak, I can't keep this up forever
I don't want to share, I wish I was enough
Why is it impossible for you to forget her?

Death

Alone, alone, I feel so alone

as I sit here in the dark

the pressure painful steals my breath

I am floating in a nothingness

not aware of the time that passes

unable to scream, or move

frozen

It feels like an eternity,

little needles pricking my skin

no sense of anything but dark

my thoughts are mine

I'm completely aware

which makes this place a hell

Floating, floating, for eternity

only my thoughts and myself.

I curse her, I cry for him

or i would if i could shed tears

There are moments my heart randomly aches

and I cannot say why, and times i feel fear

floating floating all alone

alone alone in this dark dark death